Running Depression

I don't know what my problem is but this week has been horrendous. And I'm ready for it to be done and over with. Every day this week so far, I've felt like crawling in a dark and dreary corner and hibernating until it's winter. SUMMER! Why does it feel like this summer is more wretched than last summer?

Man, this stuff can knock you out cold!!

And I haven't gone on a long run in FIVE days! What is up with that? Between court dates, school prep stuff, young women stuff, bug bite troubles, and a Benadryl overdose, I haven't forced the time to run. That makes me depressed. Where is my endorphin high!!!??? So to conquer this depression, I've set a goal to run Thursday, Friday, and Saturday. Beat me to a pulp if I don't, please. I cannot stop now. I cannot quit! I will not!!

You let one week slide. Then it becomes two...then three...then before you know it, it's been three months and your jeans aren't fitting quite right. I'm feeling withdrawal. I'm grumpy. I'm super anxious. Feeling restless and jittery. Today my eyelids were twitching. Both at the same time. Mood swings have been terrible. My appetite...well, I got none. I'm skipping breakfast. I'm skipping lunch. I'm a mess. All from just five days. So yeah, peeps! Thursday, Friday, and Saturday. Get back on that horse and ride her!!

Best run quote/advice ever!

Anywhosies. Happy running, peeps and sleep well. I took some more benadryl so I'm gonna be snoring pretty soon here...or not. Who knows what can happen in this drug induced drowsiness and depression! OUT!